Not true. Last night it was Craig & his snoring, though I think I would have been up regardless.
I've been away for awhile. Monday night I left the building but not before having a heart-to-heart with Craig. He answered appropriately. I guess he really can take me at my worst so he deserves the best.
We were apart for three nights. Best sleep I've ever had! LOL. Not really. I slept like shit. I hated being away from him and his comfort, his safety and his security. I missed his warm body.
He picked me up last night and brought me back home. He spent the night and put up with my newly screwed up brain & body.
So far, he's been an outstanding boyfriend. Boyfriend. What a strange term for a 38-year-old woman to be using but I guess that's what he is. I need to just be my best and continue down this road with Craig rather than push him away or assume he's thinking one way rather than another. I wish I could say I'm done thinking the worst, but I doubt it.
Right now I'm just enjoying him & his company. And I think that's o.k.
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