So I've gotten myself over "stringing-me-along-man". I just turned my 'chat' off on Facebook so I wouldn't keep seeing his name and it's much easier to ignore him that way. I'd like to unfriend him but I think that would be taking it too far. I'm over him.....finally.
I've been continuing to chat with the elementary school friend. He even stopped into work today just to say hi. That was nice. He didn't hang around, like some people do. He just got his stuff, said hi, then left.
Wait. That could be bad. Maybe he thought I was ugly. Maybe he thought I stunk. Maybe he thought I was stupid.
Nawwwwwwwwww. We know that ain't true.
Because he's messaging me right now. He's a good person to chat with but the true test is chatting in person. There's no time to think of your response. You can't take an hour to ponder your answer. I think our plan is to get together immediately after my work next weekend. I told him it's best to meet right after work for me otherwise, I'm bound to bail on him, no matter what. It's my M.O. If I'm already there, great! If I have to get ready, drive somewhere, walk inside - ugh - too much work. LOL.
OKCupid isn't going so well, other than this meet (the one above). I've met a 27 year old from Carson who wants to "sext" me and a 54 year old from 1.5 hours away who wants....who knows what. That's it. That's all I've gotten. WTF? I thought they'd be pounding down my door. I guess I'm just at that age. In-between. I hate being in-between. I want to either be young or old; I don't even care which.
Of course, I only have 9 choices within my search parameters. If I broadened those a bit to, say, include the metro area, there'd be more. I'm not going to. I want what I want, dammit, and I'm sticking to my guns. :)
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